In the Brain...

So many things running through my brain today...it may be impossible to pull together a cohesive post. But it's been 4 days and I feel guilty so here goes...
1. Will I ever, EVER find a pair of jeans that fit me? I do NOT have that odd of a body, people. I am 5'9" inches tall (should be a good thing, right?). I am relatively lean but semi-pear shaped (shut up, I've got saddlebags and big calves). I've never had issues finding decent pants that fit. I've taken your advice and spent time sweating while trying on 7's and Joe's jeans. What is my deal?????
2. Tommy is officially a little boy. We went to the Children's Museum yesterday morning and I loved watching him. He enjoys puzzles and all things mechanical. He was enamored with these for a good 30 minutes. Santa might catch wind of that one...I think Lucy would love them as well.
3. A very good friend's son is having medical issues and it's killing me. I feel helpless and wish there was something more I could do. And, it reminds me to count my blessings each and every day. Sometimes I wonder why things happen. It doesn't make a lot of sense at all.
4. I really like this recent haircut. If I was more with it, I would post a pic. But sadly, I am not with it and am not motivated to make that happen. I am just enjoying the cut and hoping it doesn't turn into a mullet anytime soon.
5. Many people in my circle are announcing their third pregnancies...interesting to me that I feel no tug at my ovaries over that one. I was ready early on to get pregnant again after Lucy (oddly, Tommy was still a real surprise). But now, no tugging at all. Just happy I got 9 hours of sleep last night. I like sleep and would like to keep that going. Oh, and also sit comfortably in a restaurant booth, make it to all their sporting events, be able to pay for two colleges, and for just one wedding. ha!